I'm sorry for taking a long time but it's a busy month and it took me a long of time to write this post.
Sorry,Enjoy xx!
Sorry,Enjoy xx!
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Tears form in my eyes I pushed them away The pain was so intense I didn't think I would ever be able to catch my breath again. It felt as if my heart was ripped out of my chest, smashed, swept up, and tossed into the trash.
Nourah:Haifa
Haifa:hmm?
Nourah:Are you okay?
Haifa:No no i'm not okay he never loved me and oh I caught him cheating on me with Anoud !
Nourah paid and we took a taxi and went back to the hotel I entered the room I cried so hard, I have never cried that hard before in my life. The pain was so deep Nourah said that sleeping would make me feel better I went to bed it was 5:00pm the last thing I heard was the door slamming and Rakan asked nourah what happened and why we left.
I was at Nourah's house swimming in the pool I saw a group 2 guys talking they came towards me I took my towel and start running ,they throw something at me it hit my shoulders I turned my head and it was a knife I pulled it and I was bleeding and running,I entered Nourah's room I hide in the closet the 2 guys came in and looked the door one of them sighed and sat on the bed I closed my eyes when someone opened the closet door and pulled me I end up sitting in the corner of the room ,Sultan was sitting on the bed but I couldn't see the other guy face cause he was wearing a black hoodie he came closer and pulled a sharp knife from his pockets and stabbed me on the neck saying: “I’ll kill you” and stabbed me again in my belly. I tried to stop him by holding the knife, but he stabbed my arm. I held the knife and started screaming for help Sultan took the knife and he whispered:You don't deserve to live and he stabbed me multiple times
I woke up coughing and gasping for air tears were running on my cheeks I called Nourah she entered the room and said:Wsh feek?!
I couldn't talk I was breathing so fast and I could feel my heart pounding out of my chest
she came and hugged me
Haifa:I was going to die!!
Nourah:It just a dream
I checked my phone I had 22 missed calls
20 missed calls from sultan
2 from mum
Nourah:Answer him
Haifa:La 5la9 its over
someone knocked the door and entered I turned my head and saw Sultan standing
Sultan:Haifa
Haifa:What?
He sat next to me and hold my hands I got up and pulled my hand
Haifa:What do you want?
The tears started to fall as I talked
Sultan:what's wrong?
Haifa:Nothing
Sultan:Why can't you tell me?
Haifa:cause you're the problem
Sultan:Haifa
Haifa:Sultan just leave me alone please
He stared for a while then he walked to the door
Haifa:oh wait
I took his gap jacket from the bag and gave him
Haifa:I moved on and I hate you now leave
Sultan left I sat on the bed and placed my head between my knees
Nourah sat next to me
Nourah:Haifa i'll talk to him
Haifa:La Nourah please don't
Nourah:6aib stop crying
Haifa:6aib bs leave me alone please
Nourah:Just don't do something you'll regret
She went to Salman
I laid on the bed and cried I got up after 10 minutes,wore a baggy sweater and left the bed room
I took my handbag from the sofa Rakan pulled my hand and said:ween?
Haifa:I'm going for a walk
Rakan:bjy m3ak
Haifa:La
I pulled my hand and left
I walked across the street and found an icecream shop so I bought a vanilla icecream,I took my ipod out,plugged in my earphone on and walked,I went far away from the hotel so I waited for a taxi to show up
I start singing in a low sound:
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
I heard someone coughing then he said in a manly voice:Nice voice
I ignored I felt his breath against my neck he said:Don't ignore me
I felt his cold hands touching my shoulders I pushed him and said:Don't touch me
I ran until I bumped into the wall I tried to escape but he came and placed his hands next to my head blocking my way
Haifa:Let me go
TheGuy:Hahaha no way
I tried to push him and said:Please
He came closer and whisper:I won't bite you
I closed my eyes really hard
I felt his lips on my jaw line I moved my head but he hold my chin to stop me
Haifa:Please*sniff*
TheGuy:Hushh
Haifa:Yarb..
Suddenly he moved away I sat on the ground and covered my face with my hands
I heard two people fighting then I heard foot steps coming toward me I shut my eyes really hard,someone removed my hands from my face,I kept my eyes shut
...:Haifa it's me
I opened my eyes slowly and said:Rakan?
Rakan:eeh
I got up and gave him a tight hug I hold his shirt and cried harder
Rakan:bss la tbkeen
Haifa:I'm tired
Rakan:Yallah
I left his shirt and he walked
I rubbed my eyes and said:Haw Rakan wait for me
Rakan:wsh aswy feek yallah !
I ran to him and hold his shirt
Rakan:wsh feek *laughs*
Haifa:Rakan kl zg i'm scared
Rakan:Don't be
Haifa:Thank you
Rakan:you're my little sister it's my job to protect you
Haifa:awwh
Rakan:I'm the best brother in the world
Haifa:Don't flatter yourself
Rakan:I saved your life
Haifa:oh 97 how did you found me
Rakan:I followed you ya '3bya bs when you ran I lost you
We walked to the suite I entered and nourah hugged me and said:Ya klba!!
I cried again and said:You won't believe what just happened!
Rakan:Ya rby haifa la tbkeen yallah nnam
Fahad:What happened
Haifa:kl zg fahad i'm going to sleep
Fahad:wsh glt?
Salman:Nourah rou7y ag3dy m3 Haifa
Nourah:enshallah
I went to the room and Nourah followed me I told her everything she hugged me and told me to sleep
Haifa:I'm scared w I miss Sultan
Nourah:but-
Haifa:I can't hate him I tried to but really I can't
Rakan,Salman,Fahad and malak entered
Fahad:stop crying -.-
Haifa:Shut up!
Salman:Yallah namy
Haifa:I'm scared
Fahad:Bzr
Haifa:La 9dg i'll get these strange nightmares
Malak:Yaay sleepover at your room
Haifa:eeh yallah
Malak came and laid on the bed next to me and nourah
Rakan,Salman slept on the floor,Fahad was on the sofa,Me,Nourah and malak slept on the bed
I woke up the next day when I heard Fahad creepy laugh
I said while stretching:wsh feekm?
Malak:nothing yallah let go change
I got up and pick a black leggings with a yellow sheer chiffon top and a pair of Tory Burch black and gold flats.
I went to the living room to take my clutch Fahad was sitting there he was wearing white polo shirt with black knee length shorts and toms flats,he saw me and laughed so hard
Haifa:Haw wsh feek
Fahad:Laa nothing bs mashallah tjnnen
Haifa:awwh 9dg?thank you
Fahad:No need yallah nrou7?
Haifa:La haw I didn't finish my hair and makeup!
Fahad:you don't need any makeup you're beautiful
Haifa:Dude are you flirting?
Fahad:What?Ewww no
Haifa:I know i'm beautiful and you can't resist me but your not my type sorry Fahad*giggles*
Fahad:Haifa don't flatter your self your ugly and I would never love you shoufy wjhk bs
Haifa:Kl zg give me my clutch please
He gave me my Stella McCartney clutch I went to the room to fix my hair and makeup,I got my curling iron and sat in front the mirror I raised my head and saw my face in the mirror
Haifa:OH MY GOOD FAHAD YOU'RE DEAD
He came with a goofy smile and said:wsh sweeet?
Haifa:Are you kidding me?
I had a purple lipstick on my lips and forehead,black eye shadow on my eyelids hot pink blusher on my whole face
Malak came to take some bobby pins she was wearing a neon baggy shirt with black leggings and black toms
Malak:you saw that?
Haifa:kly zg w come help me!
Salman entered he was wearing a stripes blue and white ralph lauren blouse tucked in with white skinny and Hermes belt ,Rakan came after him he was wearing a orange polo with dark jeans and said:We're done
Rakan:Haifa you look pretty!!!
Haifa:Kl zg how could you!!!!
Salman:Well we have to admit we're bad people
Nourah:Yes Salman you're a bad person ,oh my poor friend
she was wearing a printed pants with tucked in blouse and alouboutin flats
Salman:You joined us while painting her face!
Haifa:I hate you!
Fahad:Why? for making you look sexy?
I stared at him he laughed and said:you look soo damn hot
Rakan:She's my sister you know and i'm standing right her
Fahad:Yeah I know she's ugly like you
I fixed my makeup and curled my hair walked to a near coffee shop
Rakan:Guess what?
Salman:What?
Rakan:Tomorrow is our last day
Malak:omg 9dg?
Nourah:Laaa!
Haifa:I can't wait ,I miss mum
Fahad:Bzr enty
Haifa:kl zg wallah I miss her
Salman:6aib we have to do everything today
Malak:Eeeeh let go everywhere
Nourah:Don't forget the shopping part
Fahad:extra shopping?5laaa9 no shopping
I sat up straight when I saw Sultan with his friends
Fahad:Wsh feek
Haifa:Nothing bs i'm full
Sultan was staring at me the whole time I gave him a weak smile cause nourah told me to and we left
Malak:Yallah Hyde park?!
Fahad:Eeeh
we took a taxi and went there
Haifa:I'll miss this place
Malak:Mee too
after a while Nourah came holding salman's hands
Nourah was on cloud nine
I said while wiggling my eyebrows:Soo?wsh 9ar
Nourah hit my arm and said:Shut up
Haifa:what was that for?
Nourah:You know
Malak:Yallah!
Fahad:Ween?
Malak:Oxford street!
Fahad:Noo how about thrope park?
Haifa:But I need more high heels!
Rakan:Thrope park!
Haifa:Noooo *puppy face*
Salman:thrope park w shopping bukra in the morning
Haifa:Fine!
we went to thrope park we entered Sultan was standing on my right side and Ali on my left side
Nourah:Haifa!
Haifa:Yeah I know
Nourah:They are stalking you
Haifa:I guess they are
Nourah:Just don't look
Haifa:Okay
Malak said while pointing:Haifa yallah we will ride this game!
Haifa:I'm sitting next to Rakan!!!!
Malak:Noooo I'm
Haifa:But I'm scared!
Malak:Me too
she ran to rakan to sit next to him
Nourah ran to Salman to sit next to him
Fahad hit my arms and said:ooh my little cousin is scared,BZR!
Haifa:Fahad i'm serious can I sit next to you?
Fahad:okay okay don't cry!
Haifa:Hehe thank you
I was walking toward the game and I bumped into him!!!
Nourah:It just a dream
I checked my phone I had 22 missed calls
20 missed calls from sultan
2 from mum
Nourah:Answer him
Haifa:La 5la9 its over
someone knocked the door and entered I turned my head and saw Sultan standing
Sultan:Haifa
Haifa:What?
He sat next to me and hold my hands I got up and pulled my hand
Haifa:What do you want?
The tears started to fall as I talked
Sultan:what's wrong?
Haifa:Nothing
Sultan:Why can't you tell me?
Haifa:cause you're the problem
Sultan:Haifa
Haifa:Sultan just leave me alone please
He stared for a while then he walked to the door
Haifa:oh wait
I took his gap jacket from the bag and gave him
Haifa:I moved on and I hate you now leave
Sultan left I sat on the bed and placed my head between my knees
Nourah sat next to me
Nourah:Haifa i'll talk to him
Haifa:La Nourah please don't
Nourah:6aib stop crying
Haifa:6aib bs leave me alone please
Nourah:Just don't do something you'll regret
She went to Salman
I laid on the bed and cried I got up after 10 minutes,wore a baggy sweater and left the bed room
I took my handbag from the sofa Rakan pulled my hand and said:ween?
Haifa:I'm going for a walk
Rakan:bjy m3ak
Haifa:La
I pulled my hand and left
I walked across the street and found an icecream shop so I bought a vanilla icecream,I took my ipod out,plugged in my earphone on and walked,I went far away from the hotel so I waited for a taxi to show up
I start singing in a low sound:
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
I heard someone coughing then he said in a manly voice:Nice voice
I ignored I felt his breath against my neck he said:Don't ignore me
I felt his cold hands touching my shoulders I pushed him and said:Don't touch me
I ran until I bumped into the wall I tried to escape but he came and placed his hands next to my head blocking my way
Haifa:Let me go
TheGuy:Hahaha no way
I tried to push him and said:Please
He came closer and whisper:I won't bite you
I closed my eyes really hard
I felt his lips on my jaw line I moved my head but he hold my chin to stop me
Haifa:Please*sniff*
TheGuy:Hushh
Haifa:Yarb..
Suddenly he moved away I sat on the ground and covered my face with my hands
I heard two people fighting then I heard foot steps coming toward me I shut my eyes really hard,someone removed my hands from my face,I kept my eyes shut
...:Haifa it's me
I opened my eyes slowly and said:Rakan?
Rakan:eeh
I got up and gave him a tight hug I hold his shirt and cried harder
Rakan:bss la tbkeen
Haifa:I'm tired
Rakan:Yallah
I left his shirt and he walked
I rubbed my eyes and said:Haw Rakan wait for me
Rakan:wsh aswy feek yallah !
I ran to him and hold his shirt
Rakan:wsh feek *laughs*
Haifa:Rakan kl zg i'm scared
Rakan:Don't be
Haifa:Thank you
Rakan:you're my little sister it's my job to protect you
Haifa:awwh
Rakan:I'm the best brother in the world
Haifa:Don't flatter yourself
Rakan:I saved your life
Haifa:oh 97 how did you found me
Rakan:I followed you ya '3bya bs when you ran I lost you
We walked to the suite I entered and nourah hugged me and said:Ya klba!!
I cried again and said:You won't believe what just happened!
Rakan:Ya rby haifa la tbkeen yallah nnam
Fahad:What happened
Haifa:kl zg fahad i'm going to sleep
Fahad:wsh glt?
Salman:Nourah rou7y ag3dy m3 Haifa
Nourah:enshallah
I went to the room and Nourah followed me I told her everything she hugged me and told me to sleep
Haifa:I'm scared w I miss Sultan
Nourah:but-
Haifa:I can't hate him I tried to but really I can't
Rakan,Salman,Fahad and malak entered
Fahad:stop crying -.-
Haifa:Shut up!
Salman:Yallah namy
Haifa:I'm scared
Fahad:Bzr
Haifa:La 9dg i'll get these strange nightmares
Malak:Yaay sleepover at your room
Haifa:eeh yallah
Malak came and laid on the bed next to me and nourah
Rakan,Salman slept on the floor,Fahad was on the sofa,Me,Nourah and malak slept on the bed
I woke up the next day when I heard Fahad creepy laugh
I said while stretching:wsh feekm?
Malak:nothing yallah let go change
I got up and pick a black leggings with a yellow sheer chiffon top and a pair of Tory Burch black and gold flats.
I went to the living room to take my clutch Fahad was sitting there he was wearing white polo shirt with black knee length shorts and toms flats,he saw me and laughed so hard
Haifa:Haw wsh feek
Fahad:Laa nothing bs mashallah tjnnen
Haifa:awwh 9dg?thank you
Fahad:No need yallah nrou7?
Haifa:La haw I didn't finish my hair and makeup!
Fahad:you don't need any makeup you're beautiful
Haifa:Dude are you flirting?
Fahad:What?Ewww no
Haifa:I know i'm beautiful and you can't resist me but your not my type sorry Fahad*giggles*
Fahad:Haifa don't flatter your self your ugly and I would never love you shoufy wjhk bs
Haifa:Kl zg give me my clutch please
He gave me my Stella McCartney clutch I went to the room to fix my hair and makeup,I got my curling iron and sat in front the mirror I raised my head and saw my face in the mirror
Haifa:OH MY GOOD FAHAD YOU'RE DEAD
He came with a goofy smile and said:wsh sweeet?
Haifa:Are you kidding me?
I had a purple lipstick on my lips and forehead,black eye shadow on my eyelids hot pink blusher on my whole face
Malak came to take some bobby pins she was wearing a neon baggy shirt with black leggings and black toms
Malak:you saw that?
Haifa:kly zg w come help me!
Salman entered he was wearing a stripes blue and white ralph lauren blouse tucked in with white skinny and Hermes belt ,Rakan came after him he was wearing a orange polo with dark jeans and said:We're done
Rakan:Haifa you look pretty!!!
Haifa:Kl zg how could you!!!!
Salman:Well we have to admit we're bad people
Nourah:Yes Salman you're a bad person ,oh my poor friend
she was wearing a printed pants with tucked in blouse and alouboutin flats
Salman:You joined us while painting her face!
Haifa:I hate you!
Fahad:Why? for making you look sexy?
I stared at him he laughed and said:you look soo damn hot
Rakan:She's my sister you know and i'm standing right her
Fahad:Yeah I know she's ugly like you
I fixed my makeup and curled my hair walked to a near coffee shop
Rakan:Guess what?
Salman:What?
Rakan:Tomorrow is our last day
Malak:omg 9dg?
Nourah:Laaa!
Haifa:I can't wait ,I miss mum
Fahad:Bzr enty
Haifa:kl zg wallah I miss her
Salman:6aib we have to do everything today
Malak:Eeeeh let go everywhere
Nourah:Don't forget the shopping part
Fahad:extra shopping?5laaa9 no shopping
I sat up straight when I saw Sultan with his friends
Fahad:Wsh feek
Haifa:Nothing bs i'm full
Sultan was staring at me the whole time I gave him a weak smile cause nourah told me to and we left
Malak:Yallah Hyde park?!
Fahad:Eeeh
we took a taxi and went there
Haifa:I'll miss this place
Malak:Mee too
Fahad sat by the lake,he put his feet in the cool water and kicked a little watching the water splash everywhere we sat next to him and did the same
Salman kissed nourah's cheeks Malak hit his arm and said:Eeeew 3eeb get a room!
Salman:wsh tbeen enty?Don't look
He kissed her again
Nourah whispered while blushing:Stop it
Salman:I don't want to
Malak:y3
She got up and pulled me Nourah gave me that don't-leave-me-alone stare
Haifa:yallah let leave the love birds alone
Nourah coughed and stared at me Salman understood and he laughed
we walked around the park Rakan bought us icecreams and we sat on the grass
after a while Nourah came holding salman's hands
Nourah was on cloud nine
I said while wiggling my eyebrows:Soo?wsh 9ar
Nourah hit my arm and said:Shut up
Haifa:what was that for?
Nourah:You know
Malak:Yallah!
Fahad:Ween?
Malak:Oxford street!
Fahad:Noo how about thrope park?
Haifa:But I need more high heels!
Rakan:Thrope park!
Haifa:Noooo *puppy face*
Salman:thrope park w shopping bukra in the morning
Haifa:Fine!
we went to thrope park we entered Sultan was standing on my right side and Ali on my left side
Nourah:Haifa!
Haifa:Yeah I know
Nourah:They are stalking you
Haifa:I guess they are
Nourah:Just don't look
Haifa:Okay
Malak said while pointing:Haifa yallah we will ride this game!
Haifa:I'm sitting next to Rakan!!!!
Malak:Noooo I'm
Haifa:But I'm scared!
Malak:Me too
she ran to rakan to sit next to him
Nourah ran to Salman to sit next to him
Fahad hit my arms and said:ooh my little cousin is scared,BZR!
Haifa:Fahad i'm serious can I sit next to you?
Fahad:okay okay don't cry!
Haifa:Hehe thank you
I was walking toward the game and I bumped into him!!!
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